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Sounds like a dirty word.
Sounds like a dirty word.
not because I think no one wants me, but because im ridiculously picky.
I can’t sleep because I have a cough that makes me sound like I’ve been smoking for 57.3 years. Not to mention it hurts every time a cough utters out of my lips. I’ve developed an expensive crush on the Arby’s drive-thru guy. I average 2 jamocha shakes a night when he’s working. They help with the throat issue…but then again so do my popsicles and those are alternatively only $1 a box. School starts on Monday and I’m definitely not prepared. My FASFA stuff isn’t even fixed yet. FML. I lied to a guy today because I didn’t want to fully reject him. I told him I wasn’t in a point in my life to want a relationship. It’s been almost a year since I was in a relationship. I could want nothing less. I just didn’t want to crush the poor guy. I love my hair. It’s awesome and crazy, but my best friends didn’t say a single thing about it and that bothers me even when I know it shouldn’t. They think of me as one of the guys but they don’t realize that I’m still a girl, so I take in every single thing they say about other girls. And compare myself. And hate every moment of it. They called a girl a grenade the other day…I saw her and thought she was neither big nor ugly. That does wonders on my self esteem. I was looking at some old pictures and wondered when the heck I got these bags under my eyes. They won’t go away. I feel like I’m 49. I’m scouring the town for a morning job. I need more money so I can save up and get out of my house. Whenever I talk about getting my own place there’s always someone that says “Oh we should get a place together!” No. The whole point of getting my own place is for the “OWN” part. I want to live by myself without anyone else to deal with. I don’t care if you wanna pay half the rent. This thing is just word vomit. If you stuck on through the whole thing I give you major props.
With the “Almost Alice” Soundtrack <3
has officially sucked me in. FML.
It stands for Child of a Deaf Adult. And it’s not as awesome as people think. Yes I get to say stuff and get away with it, but the cons far outweigh the pros. I don’t get along with my parents because there is a giant barrier between us. Can you even comprehend how upsetting it is to not be able to speak to your parents? I do know sign language, but not well enough. Trying to sign out everything is like trying to type out every word I say so they can read it. I’d rather just tell them. I can’t. I get so frustrated, especially now and days since I would much rather be living on my own. I have to sign everything multiple times and sometimes they still don’t understand me so I just give up and walk away. Not to mention that because they are deaf they don’t understand comprehend things like hearing people. It’s a proven fact. It’s not that they’re any less intelligent, just that they learn in a different manner. And some things they never learned at all. I’m the baby in my family, but I’m also 5 & 6 years younger than my brother and sister, so I was still just a kid when they were out all the time. Which means I became the adult in the family at the age of 13. I had to make numerous phone calls. I knew things about our financial issues that a 13 year old should never have to know. And I was the one who became the bitter person that I am. So the next time someone says “ohh your parents are deaf? that’s so neat!” and I half halfheartedly agree, know it’s because I truly don’t. I would give anything to help my parents hear.
I was recently told by someone that they just assumed I have sex because of the lifestyle I live. I drink, and go to parties. So what? That doesn’t mean I engage in promiscuous activities. I’m a virgin. Proud of it. It’s a rare commodity in this day and age. Life is all about choices. Everyone chooses differently. I choose to drink, but not to have sex or use any other type of drug other than alcohol. This shouldn’t be a strange fact. I hate assumptions. They happen every day. I assume stuff all the time, and it bothers me that I do. I just wish people would get to know someone before drawing a conclusion about them.
It taught me that promiscuity makes you happier. Smart girls are better in bed. How to tell if it’s a hooker or a cop. And that having sex with a Dugong would be most like having sex with a woman. Granted I could have gone without knowing the last one. I learned something though. Better than watching JERSEY SHORE! >.<
This show is awful, don’t watch this crap Jenny it’ll rot your mind.
Says the guy who watches Jersey Shore. I’ll take my show over yours any day.
At least my show isn’t based ENTIRELY around sexism, just a good majority of it. It’s a guilty pleasure.
It might be based entirely around sexism, but it is also informative. Your guilty pleasure drops your IQ points every minute. You and your MTV shows!
It taught me that promiscuity makes you happier. Smart girls are better in bed. How to tell if it’s a hooker or a cop. And that having sex with a Dugong would be most like having sex with a woman. Granted I could have gone without knowing the last one. I learned something though. Better than watching JERSEY SHORE! >.<
This show is awful, don’t watch this crap Jenny it’ll rot your mind.
Says the guy who watches Jersey Shore. I’ll take my show over yours any day.
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